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So much for never makin' the same mistake
I can't believe I'm here again
So much for ever thinkin' that I could change
My good intentions still remain in chains
She's gotta be over me now
Probably moved on with her life
Found someone she knows she can believe
God I would give anything if I could just go back again
And be the man she needed me to be
I thought I was a hero
I played him well
He saves the day but not himself
I acted out the lover
My finest part
Had all the lines but not the heart
No look where we are
She's gotta be over me now
Probably moved on with her life
Found someone she knows she can believe
God I would give anything if I could just go back again
And be the man she needed me to be
Be the man that she could trust, who put her first
Who tamed his demons, who healed her hurts
In health and sickness, who helped her grow
With no resentment, true repentance, God as my witness
She's gotta be over me now
Probably moved on with her life
Found someone she knows she can believe
God I would give anything if I could just go back again
And be the man she needed me to be
She's gotta be over me now
Probably moved on with her life
Found someone she knows she can believe
God I would give anything if I could just go back again
And be the man she needed me to be
She needed me to be
She needed me to be, oh
Whoa, hallelujah
Yeah, I could be that man she needed me, she needed me to be
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1. People are stupid, they believe whatever they want to believe because they either fear it true or they want it to be true.
2. The greatest harm can result from the best intentions.
3. Passion rules reason.
4. There is magic in sincere foregiveness. Magic to heal. In forgiveness you grant and more so in the forgiveness you recieve.
5. Mind what people do, not only what they say for deeds will betray a lie.
6. The only sovereign you can allow to rule you is reason.
7. Life is the future not the past.
8. Talga Vassternich. Deserve victory.
9. A contradiction cannot exist in reality, not in part nor in whole.
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So long
I've been looking too hard, I've waiting too long
Sometimes I don't know what I will find
I only know it's a matter of time
When you love someone
When you love someone
It feels so right, so warm and true
I need to know if you feel it too
Maybe I'm wrong
Won't you tell me if I'm coming on too strong?
This heart of mine has been hurt before
This time I wanna be sure
I've been waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life
I've been waiting for a girl like you
A love that will survive
I've been waiting for someone new
To make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life
You're so good
When we make love it's understood
It's more than a touch or a word we say
Only in dreams could it be this way
When you love someone
Yeah, really love someone
Now, I know it's right
From the moment I wake up till deep in the night
There's no where on earth that I'd rather be
Than holding you, tenderly
I've been waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life
I've been waiting for a girl like you
And a love that will survive
I've been waiting for someone new
To make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life
I've been waiting, waiting for you, ooh
Ooh, I've been waiting
I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting for a girl like you
I've been waiting
Won't you come into my life?
My life?
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Why is it that i can sit here and place all kinds of blames on her all kinds of guilt. Maybe she is right. Why cant i just be there for her when she needs me? Why do i have to be an asshole when i should be thanking her for the love that she did give me? I am the luckiest man alive to have loved so a good a woman, so pure a heart. I still miss her so much, it is so hard to go on with my day to go on with my life without having her here, she was my pillar of strength the one that I would give me hope when I gave up, the one who made me realize that I cannot live the way that I have been because it was not living. She has showed me love and life. How can I be mad at her for that, for anything? I do pray for her though for she does not think that love exists that it is fake that we just have fun and that is all. I hope that one day she can come to love someone the way that i love her, I hope that she finds somebody that will make her see that there is love out there that it is real not that it doesn't exist. Guide her through the hard times if I cannot or if she will not let me. I could understand if she did not want my help I have been a fool. These are my wishes. I would have her be happy no matter the cost to me, I deserve to be ill treated for my actions against her. I would ask forgiveness that we can be friends so that I can at least look out for her I do not want her to get hurt. Blessed be her life, even if I sometimes lose that faith do not harm her for it. Harm me I have merited such by the actions I have taken against her. She needs a friend and I will be that friend. If you read this that is a promise and like all the ones I broke before I will not so long as i live break this one.
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Why is it that nice guys get absolutely nowhere with girls? I did everything that i could i always do and what happens to me? My heart gets torn out of my chest thrown on the ground and destroyed. I look to maybe becoming an asshole i mean it seems like girls just cant get enough of assholes but who am I? I believe that I will suffer that is what i was born to do. I had the girl of my dreams, beautiful, compassionate, smart, funny. she was everything to me. I got so close and she just breaks it off. "you didn't do anything wrong you are a good guy" she said. she just wants some time to think. Yeah ok. that is why she is flirting with every guy that she knows. Please God end this pain in me. I would take the fires of hell over what i feel right now. Maybe that is where my destiny lies. In death. maybe just by sliding a rusty dagger across my throat. But would it end this pain? I could just go for the top of the mountain and dive headfirst right into the ground smashing my body into dust. yes maybe that ha ha that indeed
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We both lie silently still
in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
we feel miles apart inside
Was it something i said or something i did
Did the words not come out right
Though i tried not to hurt you
Though i tried
But i guess thats why they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
playin on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and
easy go
But i wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And i know that you'd be here right now
If i could have let you know somehow
I guess
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
Though its been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar, that scar remains
I know i could have saved a love that night
if i'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our seperate ways
But now i hear you found somebody new
And that i never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose hase its thorn.
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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
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My girlfriends birthday is coming up. I am so excited i can't wait to show her what i got her. We have been together about 10 months and a week right now. i'm pscyhed. I love you honey.
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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Can you be like the blind before a painting? The deaf in the midst of music? The dead at a banquet? If you cannot then throw away your katana, your wakizashi, your six foot bow, your horsefeathered arrows, your horse, your armor, and your name. You lack the discipline to be a samurai. Become a Farmer, Priest, or Merchant. Also avoid beuatiful women for they are too dangerous for you.
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
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